A Little Too Not Over You

I thought when basketball ended I would have more time on my hands...why hasn't it turned out that way? Seriously? It's getting ridicules! I'm more busy than ever...just trying to keep up with school! Let me tell you, I'm getting extremely tired of it! I am so ready to be done with all of the responsibility of doing school every single second of the day...and onto to summer bliss!

Not much is going on in my life right now...because I'm too busy doing school to do anything fun (especially during the week)...except last weekend was fun! Kristen & I finally had our birthday party together Friday night. (Yes, her birthday was in December & mine was in February) It took us like 3 months to plan. lol We were going to have it in January because that was in between our birthdays....but it never happened in either January or February, so it finally happened March 18!! It was so much fun though we completely forgot to take pictures :/ We tie-died =]

Some thoughts from David Archuleta that are relevant:

It never crossed my mind at all.
It's what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade.
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside.
And I turn around,
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand.
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh..
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh..
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
And I really don't know what to do.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you, oohhh.. <3

Just Livin' Life

My fingers are all red & cold because John wanted me to play basketball outside with him for a while. It's 7:30 and I just came in so it was dark. Other than the cold, it was kind of fun! It makes it more interesting/challenging when you play it in the dark! I should play basketball in the dark more often (in the summer though)!

Since today is Tuesday, I went over to Arrowwood for GNC. The kids there are so sweet! Today Dara, Micah, Megan, and Reuben all wanted hugs! I love when the kids want me to sit next to them or give them a hug or just talk to them. They also say really funny things! Especially the two youngest, Megan & Micah. Jennelle was wearing pink-ish eye shadow today & Micah asked her what was around her eyes...was it blood?? We both laughed about that. lol! I really hope the kids are getting something out of this & they are growing in their relationship with Jesus Christ. And, if they don't know Him personally, yet, than they will do so.

I had the most fun I've had in a longgg time last weekend when I went over to the Gilberts' house! :) Between the three of us, we drank a whole bottle of mt. dew! So we stayed up 'til 6! =] haha and we watched 3 movies that night & then 3 more the next day. The next day was also the basketball team's party, so that was fun too! I think I was there for a full 24 hours. haha.

Since I was gone for most of the morning & also most of the afternoon, I have a lot of school to get done :(

Thankfullness

It's winter...still. I am very aware of that. If you are like me, you can't wait for winter to end and for summer to arrive! I start really LIVING in the summer!! ahh I love it! And, if you are like me, you have a tendency to complain about how its still cold outside and that you are so tired of the weather...and school. I'm totally with you. But I was just thinking...God gave us winter (and the other seasons that we might not love as much as summer) as well as summer. He doesn't want us to just have a good attitude and to love every minute of life in the summer...we should have those things is ALL seasons. God gave us the time that we have for a reason...we can either make the most of everything now, or wish our life away. I don't know if you agree with me or not, or if you've ever felt this way...you probably have. What person in his/her right mind doesn't love summer? haha But I think it def. makes us look forward to summer that much more because winter seems to drag on & on. I can't wait for summer...you know, the warm weather, the vacations, camp, hanging out with friends, no school! If you're with me, comment! :) haha

Oh, by the way...I was just wondering...does anyone know where I can find a super cute & modest sundress? Are they out there? haha Or just summery dress...white if possible? idk I just think they're really cute but they would have to be super modest for my parents to let me wear it haha.